An optimistic pessimist, a brave escapist, & an emotional bullshit.

Drama addiction is the best thing ever happened to me. Other than that, you might not want to know…

Some favourite US shows --
Nikita / Lost / Perception / Revenge / Girls / Teen Wolf / Being Human / The Killing / Common Law / The Borgias/ Person of Interest / Game of Thrones / American Horror Story ...

My top K-Dramas that I'd like to rewatch --
Reply 1997 / I Need Romance 2012 / Dream High / Shut Up Flower Boy Band / What's Up / Me Too Flower / Wild Romance / On Air / Secret Garden / You Are Beautiful / My Girl...
~ Tuesday, September 9 ~
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The world's …

The world’s always changing. Doesn’t mean it’s getting better.



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~ Sunday, August 17 ~
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~ Thursday, August 14 ~
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凌晨两点 失眠单循A…

凌晨两点 失眠
单循Archive
一曲Again
16分19秒

曲终的时候可以睡着
那该有多好

You’re tearing me apart
Crushing me inside
You used to lift me up
Now you get me down
If I
Was to walk away
From you my love
Could I laugh again ?
If I
Walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again ?
Again, again…
You’re killing me again
Am I still in your head ?
You used to light me up
Now you shut me down
If I
Was to walk away
From you my love
Could I laugh again ?
If I
Walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again ?
I’m losing you again
Like eating me inside
I used to lift you up
Now I get you down

Without your love
You’re tearing me apart
With you close by
You’re crushing me inside
Without your love
You’re tearing me apart
Without your love
I’m dazed in madness
Can’t lose this sadness
I can’t lose this sadness
Can’t lose this sadness
You’re tearing me apart
Crushing me inside
Without your love
(you used to lift me up)
You’re crushing me inside
(now you get me down)
With you close by
I’m dazed in madness
Can’t lose this sadness
It’s riping me apart
It’s tearing me apart
It’s tearing me apart
I don’t know why
It’s riping me apart
It’s tearing me apart
It’s tearing me apart
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
I don’t know why
Without your love
Without your love
Without your love
Without your love
It’s tearing me apart



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~ Tuesday, August 5 ~
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海靠近我 空气…

海靠近我 空气湿了
黑暗温柔 凝视着我

繁星亮起 回忆浮动
曾经存在 如今隐没


该不是我的心 还在小声唱着
该不是这场雨 一直都还没停

该不是我的心 还在思索结局
该不是这场梦 是谁还在继续

该不是我的心 还在小声唱着
该不是这场雨 一直都还没停

该不是我的心 还在思索结局
该不是这场梦 是谁还在继续

海靠近我 空气湿了
美丽的梦 请别远走

繁星亮起 宇宙苏醒
黑暗温柔 改变过我

采集



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~ Friday, August 1 ~
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完全联想到NichoIas S…

完全联想到NichoIas Sparks (美国”纯爱小说教父”)

嗅到The Notebook/Dear John/The Lucky One的意味

天哪 我竟然看过这么多美国式琼瑶电影 +_+


有机会要找到这个琴谱

虽然不知道有没有机会弹给谁听…


It’s been two weeks since your last letter and it feels like an eternity. When I hear the mail arrive, my heart soars as I carefully open the envelope and savor every word. It’s almost like Christmas. I wish they were all a thousand pages long so that I would never have to stop reading.
从你寄最后一封信到今天,已经有两个星期了,我感觉好似过了一个世纪那么长。听到那封信投递进信箱的声音,我的心忍不住地啜泣,颤抖着,小心翼翼地打开信封,细细地读里面的每一个字,每一句话。这一幕,就像过圣诞节时拆礼物一样,充满着欣喜与期待。我多希望这封信有一千多页啊,这样我就可以不停地读下去了。

I went into the city last week and passed by our old building. Do you remember when we used to dance on the rooftop at night in the rain, and you’d spin me around and my hair would get so wet it would stick to my face and you had to push it out of the way just to kiss me? And Mrs. Lourdes would always tell us we were going to catch our death up there as we passed her door on the way downstairs? I miss trying to sneak past her door before racing you down the stairs to our flat. Sometimes I’d let you win just so that you’d do that silly victory dance. I miss the excitement of those nights, even though our clothes were soaked and it was cold. I miss dancing with you in the rain.
上个周我去了城里,路过我们曾经住的那栋楼。还记得我们以前在屋顶上跳舞吗?在雨夜,你抱着我转啊转,我的头发被都雨水打湿了,一缕一缕的粘在脸上,你不得不拨开我的湿发才能亲吻到我。下楼的时候会经过罗德丝太太的家门口,或许是打扰到她休息了,她总是警告我们说,年轻人小点声会死哦。于是我们放轻脚步偷溜过她家,然后比赛着下楼梯,有时候我会故意让着你,因为你赢了我之后会跳那个滑稽的胜利舞。我总是想起那些兴奋的事,那些充满激情的夜晚,尽管当时我们的衣服都湿透了,冷的瑟瑟发抖,我还是会想和你在雨中跳舞。

I miss you so much. I can’t stop thinking about you. I miss running my fingers through your hair. Standing on tip-toes to reach your lips or singing off key on purpose in the car to annoy Liv. I miss your stupid jokes and the way you absent mindedly push your glasses up your nose while you’re working. I miss you even when I am sleeping. I lie awake at night in the dark and listen to the rain gently tapping the window pane and I imagine dancing with you again until sleep finally finds me. My heart aches every time I wake to feel your empty place beside me. I miss waking up to your smile and your warmth.
我那么地想你,不停地想你,想用手指轻拂你的发梢,想踮起脚尖亲吻你的唇。记得你曾在车里,故意唱歌唱跑调,把丽芙烦的要死。想念你那些很冷的笑话,还有,你工作的时候,心不在焉地推眼镜的样子好傻。你知道吗,甚至是我睡觉的时候也在想你,无数个黑夜,我躺在床上辗转反侧,听着雨声轻轻拍打着窗棂,想象着再次与你跳舞的画面,直到睡意袭来,我才沉沉睡去。但是,每次醒来,发现你不在我身边,我的心都会很痛。其实我多么想被你的笑容和温暖叫醒啊,很想,很想。

Please come home safely. I love you.
求你,一定要平安归来。我爱你。




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~ Thursday, July 31 ~
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Saturday nig…

Saturday night 周六晚上 
We look alright 我们看起来还行 
We’re going out 走出家门 
Boring 无聊 

Paris France 法国巴黎 
London Town 伦敦街道 
NYC 纽约城 
Boring 无聊 

Nothing thrills us anymore 没什么再让我们激动 
No one kills us anymore 没人再让我们欲生欲死 
Life is such a chore 生活如此琐碎 
When it’s boring 在无聊的时候 

Sexy boy 性感男孩 
Girl on girl 女孩爱女孩 
Ménage a trios 三人同居 
Boring 无聊 

Marihuana 大麻 
Cocaine 可卡因 
Heroin 海洛因 
Boring 无聊 

Nothing thrills us anymore 没什么再让我们激动 
No one kills us anymore 没人再让我们欲生欲死 
Life is such a chore 生活如此琐碎 
When it’s boring 在无聊的时候 

Galliano 加利亚诺 
Donna Tella 唐娜泰拉 
Dolce and Gabbana 道奇卡巴那 
Boring 无聊 

Caviar 鱼子酱 
Escargot 法式蜗牛 
Don Perignon 香槟王 
Boring 无聊 

Love of my life 一生的爱 
Bear you child 为你怀孕 
Everything I’ve ever wanted 曾经想要的一切 
Boring! 无聊 

Nothing thrills us anymore 没什么再让我们激动 
No one kills us anymore 没人再让我们欲生欲死 
Life is such a chore 生活如此琐碎 
When it’s boring 在无聊的时候



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~ Sunday, July 20 ~
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“说了很多过分的话,用恶…

“说了很多过分的话,用恶劣的态度伤害了她。现在想想我是在撒娇,希望她能理解我的痛苦和悲伤。别人无所谓,只希望她能懂。”

“因为喜欢她爱她,采用过分的态度吗?”

“很矛盾吧。”

“我懂。如果是无关的人,根本不会这样。”



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人都会死! 生活和只…

人都会死!

生活和只是活着,是不一样的,完全不一样。

                                                                                       —— 柏拉图式 ep3



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越是平时得不到社会和家人…

越是平时得不到社会和家人认可的人, 在心里就越是想要宣泄;这是生活的意义。

没有人生来就对失恋有免疫力 

                                                                                        ——柏拉图式 ep4



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~ Saturday, July 19 ~
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There's a qu…

There’s a quote on one of the gravestones in the cemetery—“The brutal indifference of life.”

Life don’t care how old you are or where you’re from, or how good a person you’ve been. 

Totally indifferent.



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Yeah, you fe…

Yeah, you fell in love with Bill, but you fell for him the same way that every single person on the entire planet falls for their first love—hard and fast.

All’s that makes you is… A human



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It's okay to…

It’s okay to want something for yourself once in a while.

You’re still only human.



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